hello sleep.

just need to curl up into a ball and sleep...
periods really suck.
hehehehehehe

SMORZ

What joyce and i baked about two days ago.

YOU MAD???

lollipop

i'm trying out this whole vegan lifestyle thing,, and it's only been a week, but so far, it's not too bad.
maybe it's because my school is vegetarian, and i don't really have to get out of my way to avoid animal products.
i do miss bread and pasta though... and cheeeeeese.

AW MAN! i'm eating buttered popcorn right now...

vegan fail.

ah well,, i'll just stop now.

things to do.

being a positive person online has been a bit of a challenge for me... i kinda liked being mopey and having a "dark side". hahaha, so funny.

but i don't want dual personalities. it's too much to keep up with.
i want to be more positive.

and blog about good things too.

to cook, or not to cook.

i'm cooking for my small group tonight...
mac and cheese sounds so good.
but the carbs... and calories...
maybe i can still get away with it?

small group.

i'm going to be meeting up with my old small group tonight.
i missed them so much!
i miss them now.
can't wait.

hunger.

keep that stomach growling, soogie.
you are not starving... you've never starved before in your life...
your body is just spoiled... spoiled into thinking that it needs food when you actually don't.

stay a bit hungry,, because tomorrow,, you will have a flatter stomach.

summer weather.

stomach is grumbling,,
but i cannot succumb to its call...
because that would mean failure...
and i cannot afford another failure...

not when aaron is waiting.

regular.

i'm failing at being a regular/consistent blogger...
but today we played soccer...
we lost.
by one penalty kick.
FUUUUUUUUUU...
but i still loved it... every. tense. moment.
i forgot,,
how awesome that sport was.

home.

getting sick also means getting homesick
i'm so ready for the weekend...
where i can walk around in my undies,,
and have my own personal shower...
with my own personal bed...
and mom.