size 2

i ordered a size 2 dress for banquet...
i honestly like dressing up...
gettin' fancy, doing my hair, putting on false lashes...
hahaha!
how ironic~
to think that i was such a tomboy when i was younger~

i thought.. being girly meant that you couldn't have fun...

but now...

now it's different...
there's nothing wrong with doing your nails and then playing soccer on the same day!

aussie.

i may go to australia during august...
which would be my dream come true.
because.
daryl is there.
hahaha
the impossible crush, the unreasonable dream.
my ultimate fantasy man.
the guy who IM's me every so often,, even though i have nothing interesting to talk about...
the guy who tells me to come visit him in melbourne.
the guy that i've only talked with for an hour in real life.
conjured up in my mind
as this romantic, sweet, sweet, gentleman.
that i know nothing about.
but he's real,, tangible.
oh why does he live in australia?
why?
hahahaha

listen to all this nonsense.

i'm pretty sure,, that if daryl lived in america,, i would have a real, legit, crush on him...
but right now,,
it's as if,,
i have a crush on a celebrity,,
and the celebrity is inviting me to have dinner with him...

is this real?

O.O;;;

i won't know until i buy the tickets. oh please, please,, let me get the tickets.