my heroes.

i don't own any of these pictures... but i forgot the sources. 

ahhh well.

these pictures are just for me. 

knitting.

i've taken up knitting to kill time so that i won't resort to eating...
but my eyeballs are about to fall out.. >.<;;

i'm spending my break watching the same old movies over and over again, and the same old shows over and over again...

just being a bum.

ahhh,, that's the life!

re do.

again.
eating is an addiction that needs to be broken, just like any other addiction.
i need to fear eating... fear food...
i need to associate hunger with positive feelings,,
hunger is not a bad thing..
it's fat crying.

i need to lose at least 10 pounds before i go back to school... i've been gaining so much weight, yet again.

i need to make that lifestyle change of eating smaller, tinier, portions... that is my normal portion.