i miss everyone...

today is the last friday of orientation...
and the day we all got split up to our respective institution...

i am sad beyond words...
it's like...
someone grabbed by insides and yanked them out of my throat.

and the people that i miss the most...
is graeme and alistair.
why kelly and eugenia gave me the silly idea that graeme may be interested in me...
i do not know...

but...

i do miss him the most...

i hate that...
i hate that feeling...

but more than that...
i'm so sad...
so sad that i'm so alone.

why am i so alone?

epic people.

the teachers here... at sahmyook...
giovanni, graeme, atia, kelly, cami, amma, brian, alistair, leland, sam, samantha, gustavo...
they're all great people...
but i fear...
this institute...
might crush them.

looking for a new place.

looking up other 학원's because my current 할원 apparently over-uses their teachers.