that zap,,
when he looks at me,,
and nudges me,,
once or twice,, all accidentally-on-purpose
that shiver,,
when i catch him looking at me,,
and he looks away,,
just a little too late...
that jump,,
when he laughs really really hard,,
because in reality, he looks like such a stoic person,,
with no expression,,
he doesn't touch me.
he tries not to be too forward,, i can tell.
as if he's afraid,,
that he'll scare me away if he's not too careful.
and i smile.
a sad sad smile.
because i wonder,,
why haven't i met you before, huh?
