today is the last friday of orientation...
and the day we all got split up to our respective institution...
i am sad beyond words...
it's like...
someone grabbed by insides and yanked them out of my throat.
and the people that i miss the most...
is graeme and alistair.
why kelly and eugenia gave me the silly idea that graeme may be interested in me...
i do not know...
but...
i do miss him the most...
i hate that...
i hate that feeling...
but more than that...
i'm so sad...
so sad that i'm so alone.
why am i so alone?
